The First Week

So I now have been in Phoenix for one week and everything is going well. I met the BFs roomie and he is very nice. It is just good to be with my baby and know that neither one of us has to leave. I had a job interview today at Walgreens and we looked at an apartment for me just down the street from him. So things are looking up. Just cant wait to get on my feet and independant again but until then I am not complaining about spending my days with the man I love

LET'S ROLL

The day has arrived. I am all packed and ready for the morning flight to Phoenix. It has been a very busy day. Arose early did my luandry and packed . Spent the afternoon with my family and went to say good bye to my friend Diana (who started crying) came home did the final cleaning and now I am just taking a few minutes to myself before going to bed. Got to be up at 4 am in the morning to get ready. My sister is picking me up at 5 so we should get the airport at 630ish. I know she and my mom will break into tears which will probably make me do so. I know its sounds bad but I just want to get the good byes done and over with quickly. I am not a fan of long drawn out goodbyes. My flight leaves at 820am and I arrive in Phoenix at 916 their time. So this time tomorrow I will be with my baby and there will be no other place I would want to be.

The Dawning Of the End

I am on the dawning of my last weekend here in Kansas. 3 more days and I will be on my way to Phoenix and to my Baby. I can not believe the time has gone so fast. My last day at work was last Friday. It feels odd not getting up at 430 am and getting ready to head off for the day. I will not miss the job so much as the people I worked with. Some of them have become great friends that I will keep in contact with. Other not so much. I really did not think I would get sad about leaving but at times I do get a little twinge in my heart. After all this was home for almost 3 years. Alot has happened to me here and alot of personal growth had occured but alas I found love and my life needs to run the course set for it. Kansas you have been my home 3 times in my life and I know if all else fails you will be here with open arms if ever I come back like a mother waiting for her child. For all the lessons I have learned in these borders I would not change a thing. Good or Bad. Kansas I thank you.

Near Misses With The Queen

Everybody who knows me knows that I am a huge Madonna fan. I am there at the store on the release date for every cd or dvd. I have been asked why I love her so much and oddly I can not really answer that. Her music has become the soundtrack to my life. "Live To Tell" reminds me of being gay in high school and longing for the day I could be myself. "Erotica" reminds me of my slut phase. "Oh Father" of my childhood. "Nothing Fails" describes exactly what I feel for my boyfriend. The list could go on and on. Unfortunately I have never seen my goddess live. When I lived in South Florida "The Drowned World" tour came through but I could not afford to go. I had no sooner moved "The Reinvention" tour came through. Now Madge is once again taking it on the road. "The Confessions" tour is now playing in the U.S. and she is coming to Phoenix!!!! Bad thing is she will be there 3 days BEFORE I arrive. Am I destined to never see her live? The Boyfriend has ( though he saw the worst tour of her career in my opinion. The "Who's That Girl" tour. Jealous maybe but I digress) There are rumors that either HBO or NBC will air the concert. I am really hoping its HBO because NBC will have to edit alot and whats the point then? So once again I will be on the sofa seeing my girl but as God as my witness one day I will be in the same building as She singing every word right with her. Only then can I die truely happy.